Complications,

I love you so much baby , i come and go alone.
I don't want anyone to accompany me, i'm tired.
How can you be so cruel ?
How can you forget all about me ?
Why don't just trust me ?
Why make me break down and cry ?
Do you seriously know how much i needed you ?
If not , just let me go baby ..
I love you so much so much that it changes me.

Maybe i'm all tired of wanting you..
you say you love me ,
i say i love you.
But ... afterall what's all this ?
& i'm here all alone , being devastated ?
Will the rain bring you away and the sunshine let you stay ?
Where's the truth and false ?

Wonders,

I couldn't see you for a week , i can't take it.
But i must pull along too.

I didn't went school today because i'm sick :/

I miss you so much baby,
where're you right now?
You promise to text me when you're home
but you didn't .. ):

- Reply of comments,
Rachel , You're LINKED (:
Celine , You're Linked.

Sweet.

Updated,
- Ive gotten those pictures from Eileen ! (:

I'm going to pack my bag now !
Then eat Strawberry Yoghurt.
& call Joel Quah (:

Cause baby, my world revolves around you.
Sorry baby, i don't mean to lie to you.. :/

Picture's Heaven.

Happy Birthday Crystal in Advance !
- Celebrate Crystal's birthday at Botanic Garden.
with.
Eileen , Rachel , Mc , Lynette , Serene , Yanting , Edwin & Xiao Han.
Let picture's do the talking !
Not going to upload all because is alot.
Will update more picture's later on when Eileen upload.

Picture's time ~

Start of the Botanic Garden,


The Beautiful Swan trying to gain attention,


Healthy Lifestyle : Playing Chata (:





Then Photo Shoot with the Tree,








Retro-ness with Lynette,


When the Sun sets, HAPPY BIRTHDAY.


Goodbye Botanic Garden.


I hate to love you , cause you sux.
& i think i've fallen for you.

Nothing but a lie
Don't waste your breath ,

it's too late baby.

' if you love me let me know , if you don't please gently let me go '

Is all this call love ?
or call possesive ?

Am i taken for granted ?
What should i do ?

I'm sure it is ' reverse physchology '
Someone , help me to move on.

Confusion

I don't get it what am i fighting for all these while.
It all turns out to be nothing.

You hit me with your words and actions too hard.
I can't take this any longer.
Maybe this is right , that i should just scam.
So many different kind of stories revolving around my mind.
& now i hate everything that's holding me back.
Nothing is going to hold me back anymore.

I've got to do the right thing now.

So what if i love you?
What am i fighting for ?

C'mon , WAKEUP JESLIN.

Affectionate

Hello Earthlings !
I no need to attend school again !
My school is kinda strict , just a mere cough or sneeze will get send home.
My teacher just called and told me to finish my course of Antic-biotic
before i can attend school ):
Aww , i'm so going to miss out alot alot.

I'm moving house in another 2 weeks time !
My dream room is coming alive ! :D

Lastly ,
Get this right Boy , i love you ONLY.
& you're all that i ever wanted , my ONLY baby.

Sweetest Goodbye,

The picture above is taken by myself (:
If you understand what is JQML , then keep quiet.
I'm kinda tired right now , Mummy don't allow me to attend school
as i was really sick , suffering from bad coughing.
Hazell just ask me to meet her at Prime at 12.30pm.
Going to prepare to go out already.

I.. i really wanna give up.
You.. you're still entertaining me that you love me.
Again..& again.. you ignore my feeling.
I.. I ran out of energy to move on.
This love is not worth.. to think about it.
This love memories is not worth it.. to remember it.
This love is not worth.. to be reminisce about.
This love is not worth.. my tears.
You should.. have tell me earlier that i don't look
for hope in you.

I'm devestated, i need to have a break.
You got so many girls around already , i guess
you don't need me anymore.

Trustworthy

I realise something , Facebook is totally IN !
Friendster is totally OUTDATED.
I've got nothing to blog about.
-. Currently on the phone with Joel.
-. Msning with Ryan New, Kevin Yeo , Brian Neo , Sunshine.
Planning to..
1. Editing my Livejournal.
2. Learn how to use the damn irritating Plurk thingy.
3. How to convince my mum that i cannot go school tomorrow,
i don't wanna get send home and sit at the sick bay corner for 1 hour -.-

Alright , off to get my stuff done !
Goodnight friends !

I don't like you girl , your stupid lil confession -.-

& i doesn't like you too.. why flirt with ... -.-

Urgh , i don't like it don't like it.

Relieved

* I've learnt my lesson, not to trust guys again.
To avoid a heart breaks needs to go through a heartbreak.*

Went to meet Joel in the afternoon and left at around 5pm.
Went to Marina Sqaure alone and met my FZB (EileenHo)!
Then went with her and MC , Rachel , Serene , Yanting (:
Then around 9plus trained back to meet Joel only.
Reached home at around 11plus.
Have alot of nonesense talk with him, haha !
We took lots of pictures !
Pictures time !

( I look sucky in some pictures yeah ?! HAHA)

Pathetic Ending,

It's over ,
I don't know what to do or even wait.
Won't be blogging often.

Edited ./
I don't know why i feel this way.
Everything on the outside seems it's over but in the inside is not.
I wanted things to go back to the past , but how to ?

Now that i doesn't trust anything anymore.
I guess i should let you go, baby.
our second month is just tomorrow , 17july.
It's so obvious we ain't fated.
Let's not play this game anymore , im quitting it.
& yes i lose.
I love you and i always do , but sometimes there's thing that just needed to be let go.
All i wish now , is you to be happy always and always.
Because i couldn't ask you stay this time.
Let you go.

If this is more than love , we'll be back together once again.
I love you.

心碎还要 逞强
没有人 比我更疼你 告诉你 在每个想你的 夜里我哭的好 无力
求求老天淋湿我的双眼冰冻我的 心 让我不再苦苦奢求你还回来我身边
( My heart is broken yet i need to put up a strong front
let me tell you nobody dote on you more than i do
and every night when i misses you
i cry my heart out till i couldn't breath
then i pray to God to harden my heart to
stop me from pleading you to come back to my side )

Face of the Earth,

As i run this journey on my own , i fall and never get up.
As i play this melody , i flink and missed.
As i strolled through the monsoon , i break down and cry.
As i walk through the sight of the breaking dawn,
my brian start anew & refreshed to think though lifes.
Victory is what i get at the end of the day ,
but i'm gonna Lose for decades without You.
For i'm attratcted to the world.

I pray now , that victory will stand by me at the end
of each and everyday.

The ultimate love of all mankind , You.

BITCH.

Adele , you not happy come infront and tell me.
Don't need to write my things in your blog and put private.
Such a dog isn't it ?
You got all the ways to communicate with me.
I insulted you like mad on my previous post.
But true , you quite poor thing.
You just fucking stop writing about me and i will
stop your FAMOUS name in my blog(:
HAHA.

I don't like it this way, everything feels so sucky.
because all feels like a lie and ignorance,
to the reality of the earth that i run.
Still the pain struck me each and everytime the thunder roars.
It kept me in suspense , my heart is falling.
It's gonna disappear in a gush of wind.
I always hope all my suspection was unreal.
But each and everytime is a truth i hate to know.

Worse than dogs,

I saw somebody's blog writing about my baby.
You're seriously a bitch , you got boyfriend and yet deny.
The reason you denied wasn't because you were afraid of your parents to find out.
Is so that you can tell other guy you love them -.-

Fuck it , i hate it man , you this kind of bitch.
So what if your blog is private ?
I can log in , don't ask me why.

You're the bitch , bitch bitch bitch.
Slut -.-
You fucking deserve to be deleted away.
You wondered why , because you're a slut a liar.
You better don't effing sms him , if not i won't let you off.

If you wonder who i'm talking about.
I'm saying ADELE.

Appreciated.

I felt so loved by my Baby.
He picked up from school again today (:
But this time i was being called to counselling.
Then he waited for half-anhour luckily he got friends around.

I love spending time with my Baby alone.
In my eyes, nothing is my beautiful than to see just Him.
Each and everytime , i fall deeper for you.
I don't know how long can we last, but i hope it'll last long.
There's no such thing as forever, but at least there's Moments.

I'm going to read soon (:
Smsing with baby right now.

Love.

I don't feel right at all.
All the words you said kept lingering around my mind.
This feeling sux.

Beginning of Happiness [L]

Hello Earthlings , went to ktv with Baby,
Rongjie , Jasmine , Benny , Anicia & Zafran today.
Went to Bishan Party World.
Had alot of fun today , so happy (:

But the saddest thing is, my ciggarate need to be crush
due to the police screening -.-
But lucky , crush it once only so still have quite alot of fliter left.
From 14 sticks become 5 sticks.
Lost the lighter Baby buy for me also ):
All the police fault !!

But something i needa be happy about,
is that i no need to bring my Nokia E71 to Nokia Care Center
to get my phone camera fixed :D
It's fixed already , by itself ! HoHo.
HAPPYHAPPY.
Plus My w910i the camera also not bad :D
That's the result why i got 6 photos upload today.

Woah, on the phone with Baby right now.
Gotta upload those pictures in my Friendster
& go to sleep , if not he's going to be angry ~

At the break of dawn every single day,
My love flows through it

This was taken 2 days back,
I wouldn't be uploading pictures often because my phone drop inside
the toilet bowl -.-
Camera spoil , will be taking it to Nokia Care Center on Tuesday.
Poor Nokia E71 ):

This 2 days wasn't having a good time , so each and everytime
i wanted to blog something happy , argument will start
then end up with don't feel like blogging and feel like blogging bad stuff.
Pardon me.

Will be going to ktv with Baby and friend later on in the afternoon.
& I love Joel Quah Min Liang alotalot.
it'll be true this time

Procrastination

Went out to Fareast and Bugis with Stella (:
Met up with Claudia and Xiaokit at Bugis.
The reflection pictures , it shows that my handphone
is w910i , my old phone -.-
Because my E71 drop inside the toilet bowl cannot take picture.
Sadded, ):

Love Joel.