Screwed

I screwed up everything with my boy.
I'm so tired to even feel anything, im feeling real normal.
Nevermind , i'm okay.
Some parts of a song lyrics , i think is great .

A thousand times I fall still Your mercy remains.
The art of losing myself in bringing You praise.
You above all else , my purpose remains.
Everlasting , Your light will shine when all else fades.
Never ending , Your glory goes beyond all fame.
My heart and my soul i give You control,
Consume me from the inside out,
Let justice and praise become my embrace.
To love You from the inside out.

I'm a lousy girlfriend, what more to say when i saw all this ?