Friday, July 3, 2009

Bleed

I'm currently in School.
Nothing much to do , i'm freaking tired and bored.
Smsing smsing smsing (:

I'm so confuse , i needed you.
But it seems like we have already ended.
Maybe , i should just face the fact that you're gone ?
Are still here or already left ?
In a midst of desperation , but still i can't open my mouth to ask.
I want to see you, still i couldn't send you a text just to ask to meetup.
I want to hear you , but i couldn't dial your number.
I'm waiting for you , but how long ?
Or am i suppose to just tell myself , this is it.
He's already gone ?

What can i dobut to hold myself ?
I'm feeling real terrible and upset.
Please anyone , don't talk to me at all , i've got no mood for that.
I don't wanna give you up , but can i ?
How to hold a day without seeing you ?
This pain is falling deeper in me.
I'm hurt to the core.
Even my hatred increase.

Fuck it,
I hate the feeling of this.
Yes , i know you're no longer here.

2 comments:

HaoTing said...

Hey i'm back on ur blog ! =D cheer up girl.. i had experience more sad thing. Girl may think guy is the 1 who always break their heart,but i'm different. So i knw the pain & sufferig in u.. try talking to him ? =) try to solve things out =D jia you & zheng zhuo qi lai !

Shumin said...

Ya luh , cheerup lah ! Link me if you have the time :D Thanks !
mysilent-whispers.blogspot.com , L !